Disappointment

Feeling utterly disappointed. Upset. Angry. Sad.

The Yunnan trip most likely will be cancelled. After so much of hard work and preparation throughout the year.. this is the ultimate thing which I have been looking forward to. It's sort of like s mini dream.. and now, because of her over-concern for our safety and the very very fatal H1N1. Yeah right.

The dream is broken. I seriously don't care if there s going to be another mini trip to compensate that because it just won't work.

Whenever I think of it, it really pisses me off. Whats so big deal about all this. Seriously. if we were meant to die we will no matter what we do.

so much for preventing the spread of it, why not quarantine all the PRC people? Eventually they will come back and infect us all.

UPSET =(


Maybe, just maybe, there is still hope for a change in decision. Maybe...