goodbye

I am back to singapore.. feeling very tired after a 7 hour flight.





Played cards with my brother and cheuling the day before, so we only got to sleep for about 2-3 hours.. hahaha. we actually gambled in Yens. I won some money. =)





Well, gonna blog a lot when i am free.. a lot of things to tell about this japan trip...





for now, i am feeling quite sad..





there's just a lot to think and reflect.





I get to know my biological father more.... he's... complicated. Maybe I am more emotional compared to my brother, but I guess I care a lot. what he thinks what he does how he feels.





or maybe one day I won't really care that much because just like my brother, maybe he's just not someone who I can give my trust and everything to.. it's just different.





whatever it is, I really like my brother a lot. It's so cool and 'warming', to have a sibling of the same age as you. oh well, weird.. but no one cares anymore. I feel really happy when i stayed with him together with cheuling in japan though sometimes my mood turns....... that shall be a secret for myself. =/





feeling really sad and strange... this feeling of emptiness is coming again. i hate it. =(

Cheuling is leaving on the day after tomorrow.. =( After which, it's gonna be a huge rush for holiday assignment, study, OGL camp, swim/water polo training, campcraft... O.M.G

never mind.. i shall go sleep now. the weather is freaking hot here. I guess I just can't get used to this sudden change of environment.. it feels like i am getting a fever soon.. i need rest.





good night.








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