I feel weird.

No more Babygirl. No more manja. no more sweet voice. no more pouting. I started it and now I feel like I am going to regret. But I know I can't do that cuz it's a dead end.
I'll miss them badly. It doesn't feel so bad until you agreed.I can really feel the pain.
but i know it's worth it.
There's an empty hole in my chest.
I know we are going to fight through this.

One day I will dream of these sweet memories and i know it will always be there.